All the Lost Chancesbrokenremainsthe unspoken promisewe madeoncein a timenot so long agowhere we were youngyou were the dreaminside my mindthe twinkle of lightswords in songas our eyes meetsuch dreamswe once feltnow the remainsthis time slipping bymonotony in shapesof comfort by our sidein room we sityour unspoken waysfail nowto somehow seemy heartthe dreams that hidedeep insidewanting to be freeto be seenlighting up this worldof which I breathebutbutare youthe one for meany morewhen the most preciouspart of our historyis now afraid to saythat my gift wishes to be shownto be knownto be seenas I sitin this chairwonderingabout all the lost chancesfalling awayas I stay hiddenbut, oh!so wanting to sharewith someonewho'll listen
When Two Lips Meethaveyou evernoticedsometimesthat momentscan be the nameof lifeunder skiesthat make no lieshideover groundupon we walkis thereanyonethat cantell uswhat is the pricewhen the whispersof unspoken kissestravel across roomwith only eyesin contactto guide their wayhope of kissin roomsurroundedby the gentle twinklein coloured lightsbackground noiselulled to silent ambiencewith only you and Iperhapsthis kisssome unexpectedmeetingtwistcan only be beatenwhen two lips meetunder dreaming rain
Feeling of Equanimitythis dawn in callingupon the windsweptcause of December snowsimple pleasuresare mine to hidehard to be sublimein wonderful miragesthis feeling of equanimityremains hidden insidefalls the snowgently, from sky so highfrom behindsuch wonderous cloudthat fails to showsuch shallow hopeaway, it's fluffywhite and coldly wetsome side of lifethis night we metbeside the closenessof patterns in sharpnessfractal design so fineupon heart this writingdoes seem to talkso here we arewhoever you may besnow fallingsilence all aroundnot even the cryof a little birdon unseen tree branchmyself and snowforming into shapessomehow quite familiarthis I knowpleased to meetthe cleannessin ice faceblue eyes, shined so brightpeering outthis snowman shapewearing Christmas scarfwith twigs for armsinscribed on chestfinger-marked heartdecorated withthe shiny rednessof many holly berries
In Moon-washed Amberbreakthe momentsapartsee them flyso far and wideunderpretension of emotionscascadingduring this adventurein moonlightreborneach nightto the soundsof sleeping daylightnow withinmy open handa little ladybirdstill laysupon daisyencasedin moon-washed amber
Fallen NamesThis daydoes rememberall the fallen heroeswith gentle swaycome the breezeupon flat lands grownwith single purposeinside their dreamsas starlight fallsfrom the skysaying goodbyeto the dawnsunrisewith golden raysalights uponsuch gentle motionstems and petalsfields upon fieldsso many poppiesgrown in silencelife is meantto rememberall of the fallen nameswho once dreamt of home
Last Goodbyeforlorn the hopein sad goodbye'ssuch bespokemeanderingsthat refuseto wanderanymoreinsteadleaning againstbroken fenceI'll let my eyesin this facespeak for methe last goodbyeto this place
Orchard Grovesstarsdo flowsometimespast the timesof orchard grovesinto the blinddusky dawnsuchshadowed undergrowthmoving without lightwaiting for the sunto be bornonce again
Into the Light of a Dreaming Mindwordshave so many waysin which they tell a taletake me and youfor instanceno one would ever knowor have a mind to thinkthat we had somethinghidden deep insideaway and unseenfrom the worldshould I sayshould I sayyestime to saythatC * R * E * A * T * I * V * I * T * Yexist's withinso I do hopethat youchoose to lookbeneath the skinthat holds me togetherand into the lightof a dreaming mindhelp me to createdreams that live
Upon Fallen Snowto close open handupon fallen snowamidst the beginningof winter's storma contemplative momentsilence all aroundcold trees, gracefulice crystals twinklepuff of windbrrrr of chillsecret smileas door opensbehind comes laughterfrom insidecalling of nameto break this spellreturning to closenessof friends and familywith winter's magicfalling to the ground
The Day My Life Gained MeaningI locked you in my heartand threw away the keybut you picked that damnedrustyworthless lockand broke free.My screams of protestfell upon deaf ears.You stole my heartright from my chestand seconds before I died,you placed your heartin my empty chest—smiling—and whispered(Though it might as well have been a scream)"I love you."
the recklessness i discarded to the starshe still lingers in the poems on my wristin the scars that were never even therebut still refuse to leave my sighthe had the sky in his eyes,mid-afternoon beauties so blinding and searing and painfuli couldn't help but gaze up at that sunbut god, i am so much lowermy eyes are the color of an early duskan ending and the tearsof tiring childrenthere is no sunset or fingerpaintingjust the darknessjust the sadness before the stars and moon and romancei have never held a love so truefor someone i didn't even love at alland the facts are all therethe math checks out even nowi still wish that the blankets smothering me at nightcould be his armsno fanfare, no lovejust reality and his scarily clear eyeson an overcast day when i am unafraid of heightsand freedommaybe that's all i really wanted from the start
Love and shardsYour warm lightReaches for my heartA call for loveA great passionBut you can't touch itIt's broken and darkenedAnd the sharp shardsWill break your skinYou'll have to waitWhile I pick up the piecesAnd put them togetherSo someday loving me will be safe
not a placeyour brown eyesblack in shadetree sap to trap bugs in lightyour soft hair, soft cheeks, soft backsoft allyour hand on my shoulder a homeyour voice to me a home
My Best FriendEven from our firstExchanging of wordsMy heart meltedBecause of youYou are my bestAnd most intimate friendIn all honestyThese feelings are notMerely platonicYour very beingPermeates throughTo my dreamsThose wondrous, soporific thoughtsHeighten my current feelingsTaking them to new extremesI want them to remain with meForever
Vital AssetVital AssetBy PuabiWhen you have treasures,They may be lostBut they can be replacedI have had treasures beforeSome were lostSome were stolenBut I have one assetThat I will never loseEven when I dieIt is LoveMy most vital assetThough it may be replacedIt may not be the sameOur love will surviveThrough each age"How many lives we have livedI may not knowBut I know we were together."
Twenty-fiveYou shall never lose me.Only you can tasteThe honey of my heart.Only you can feelMy love when times are dark.Only you can touchEvery inch that is my skin.Only you can seeAll of me there is within.Only you can hearMy secrets buried deep.Only you can beThe shoulder when I weep.Only you are the one,The one that's meant for me.Only you are the one,And you shall never lose me.
WaitingEach wordThat you type across the screenFills my heart with joyYour intellect aloneDrives me crazyBut in the best of waysI can't even begin to tell youHow long I've waitedFor youI suspect that you may already knowThough it would beA downright dirty lieIf I said that lustful imagesOf the two of usDidn't constantly fill my thoughtsAnother emotion is even moreEver presentI long for the dayIn which I can stareDeeply into your eyesAnd let my true feelings be known
A Gift Of Me...I give to you a gift of me...best of all, this gift is free.Take me for what you want...just be sure to want all you take.Take my heart, take my body,take everything you desire.I belong to you, and no other.I can be both friend and lover.This gift is your's as you desire...mind of power and heart of fire.You will find that I'm a tasty treat,one to be savored like fine candy.So I give to you a gift of me...no need to unwrap, unless you want.I am your's to enjoy and play with...and yes, I do make such a great gift.--RKJ
Memory's GiftWhen the memoryofa perfect kissis rememberedby the touch ofnature's breezeupon your lipsthat's when yourealisehow much youhad lostandforgottenthis gift